hey!!!
well recently in fact i m talking about yesterday... i had this interview in one of the largest chemical firm in my country... well i was alongside my other selected classmates was truly excited for it... though i didn't believed i had much chances but there i was all sparkled trying my luck and yet another chance of getting in a dream firm...
well as i always say things don;t go as planned; something or another has to happen; so it did... 1st let down was 1 day before when i got to know that the post they were offering was for their subsidiary and plant which is out of the city... in fact 6hrs of drive... well 2nd let down was on the same day when i mentioned it accidentally to my father and he said u can deny this offer as it won;t be possible for u to work outside the city... well who does this...??? i mean u just can't kick the 1st top offer coming in ur way; when u know and have believe in urself that u can handle it... right...!!!
it was an upsetting day for me though anxiety + tension + goose bumps well everything made my situation awkward... i personally intend to go there and work; desperately in need of experiencing an independent living on my own terms and conditions BUT i guess i'll have to set my goals back and have to put them after giving 1st priority to my family... C there i was always in an undecidable situations...
Anyways being firmly myself on the interview day entered the interview hall and when the interview started i just did great... answering all their questions very tactically and being what i really was and wanted... but as i was coming back i had this fear that in all this i might have let my father down so as the interview ended i showed them this doubt that there might be some reservations and restrictions for not allowing me to work outstation... this is what i felt right and i did it... i m neutral in the matter that i wont get any further call from their side with myself mentioning this doubt... so i better not wait for their reply... so here i am all set with my routine but with the confusion that how would my life be if i would have shown +ve response at that moment... besides that i m definitely certain that i'll have to say good bye to my career goals real soon coz of all the plans, situation and conditions our society brings up each time when a gal seems a threat to over ruling its gnomes...
Moral:
M still happy wid my life... following the same strategy of not regretting wat decision is once taken so am all up for new challenges but with this determination that i'll stand on my own...
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