I have always been a pessimist towards myself but yeah talking abt others i've always had a positive feeling for them, i never considered myself capable of all that i have right now and looking at the future aspects i don't c myself to deserve anything better... but again for ppl arnd i have really enthusiastic approach i feel happy for their success, pray for their well being and adore them from the bottom of my heart, advise them as if the problem is my own, jolt them back to the right path as i used to boost myself... i mean living for others is yet another part of me...
During this time i forgot to consider feeble, little myself... yeah no doubt i m selfish i have this habit of ignoring the ppl who cares a lot for me (at times) and go for those who does not have anything to do wid my life but wat should i do...??? i guess this is the way i m structured...
alrite now i've always had this feeling of i m better of dead but now as i m getting closer to life and all those around me; i have started loving it.... its not only for my own but on top of it are the ppl arnd for most reasons... i do consider my importance as my family needs me more than anything... Plz Allah all that i prayed for being low that i should die; abandon all those prays and plz let me be closer to my family and all my close ones as i don;t wanna stay apart from them... they are my life!!! and i can't stay away from my life!!! :)
Moral: HEY LIFE I MISSED U...!!! BUT HERE I M BACK INTO BUSINESS :)
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