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Friday, October 14, 2011

180 degree mood swing

well, why do i end up listening to other ppl and not doing any good to my own self....
seriously i lack self belief and that's it.... when i have decided anything i should stick to it and struggle hard to prove that i am right bas...
but i don't do this i finish up abandoning my own ideas and following others. when will i ever grow up doing what i feel is right... why wouldn't i ever be called a self made person and not be represented as my mums replica coz i m still a mamas girl and i end up being a kid forever i won't out grow as one fine lady this will stay a dream if i'd be the same way...!!!
Please Allah help me i need to be groomed and treated like ladies a grown women now who does what she feel is right. this party at my office was one way of proving it but no i ended up following and experimenting others ideas over myself and becoming a full fledged joke at the beginning only!!! i can't just expect anything to go right after this...!!!

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