i m not a very keen believer in love marriages; i don't really feel that u can stay happy with the person of ur choice for the rest of ur life... its all coordination dependent; time and trust rules the sacred joint of marriage... may it be in between 2 ppl who have large age difference or it could be in between ppl who never saw each other b4 they were sitting together on the wedding stage...
seriously this is more of a confession that i m one of those who r afraid of coming close to any person emotionally as i could fall in love wid him... i feel the corner of my heart is yet to be filled by a person who is just right for me... and i believe who will be chosen by my parents for me to spend rest of my life wid... though my parenst have given me this choice but honestly im the one who can't take right decisions so even if i choose somebody for myself it'll still be regretful for me if it fails... and i can't just throw my heart for anybody who later ditches me by saying it was a mere infatuation, that'll make me vulnerable... so in a nut shell love and marriage both the things is like an emotional ride has to have right tool to control over that ups and downs...
yesterday i was thinking that i should now have somebody who could boost me ahead and be my strength... but i m still not sure if its too early... everything is planned by Allah i don;t know whether i have this phase of my life in His plan or not, i just want lil things and happiness and thats it... Hope Allah has the person i deserve right here nearby so that this mystery reveals right in front of me and i could think of life with that guy ahead of me :) i guess thats more than enough for insensitive person like me to write this much, but this is wat i felt :)
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