feeling awkward

well do i have to wirte and write in here with nobody commenting...???

the reason im blogging today is not the one i've mentioned above... actually there is just a few months left until my graduation which is of course a good thing i'll be an engineer after that and 4 years hard work will ultimately shape in the form of my degree.

But the reason im feeling a bit unhappy is bacause i m not gonna have my frnds arnd after few months, n then our stupid arguments and jokes and the carefree life v lived the whole 4 years our gossips i mean where would i find all of that...??? v'll rarely come in contact after our graduation i mean we feel so obviously better with each other at this moment but then later v'll have to take each other's permission or ask them if they r available i mean why does all this has to happen y can't the time stop and i wish i could never come out of this phase of life ever :) :) aaaahhhhhh wat pleasant memories i shared with my frnds... i m really gonna miss all of this...