lost a family member past week

ahhhhhhhhh!!!!
so many days have passed and i didn't write anything... past month i had a picnic event then few other regular yet outstanding achievements... but no i didn't mentioned that and today as i m blogging here is for a reason... this is to make myself realize that yes there is a recent loss of a member from my family my young cousin sister... her name was Eesha... my 10 year old cousin who was always smiling and following and looking up to me...


she died due to some incurable disease when i first heard of the disease i thought that she wud definitely recover and with some long term preventions and medicines she will get better but on the contrary her condition worsen... i could not believe that; that poor child slowly loss her heart beat and died... how painful... what misery that girl must have been in... m still in this question with Allah that y that little girl only i mean y her...???


her parents r in real shock coz her disease was not even known to anybody 5 weeks back... she was a regular, active kid just like her other age fellows an intelligent student and always an achiever; a winner... lats time v had a voice chat infact a video chat... she was like always insisting that 'u're looking so pretty' or 'why do u keep such long nails' :) n what wud i have answered her...  well i used to smile n say that whn u'll get older or be in university u r allowed to keep such long nails... well i didn't know that she wud never grow old to keep such long  nails... i m sorry Easha i shouldn't have answered this to u...


May Allah give peace to her Soul... i m always gonna miss her... just stay happy where ever u be up there...