i really don't know if i have it in me...!!! m damn low these days, don;t know where m i heading to and can't tell wat m i doing with my life... opportunities, chances, regrets and bad decisions everything i face just feels like good for nothing why am i doing all these things... for whom, my mum dad are proud of me already... i don;t think i can make them more proud... my life is a perfect example of boredom can't really handle how bizarre i could be at times whereas i have started sounding desperate... seriously now everybody can c wat m i craving for if not i tell them my weaknesses myself...

Y am i being so foolishly desperate about stuff i will be doing in the near future...??? y is this happening to me...??? if i can figure out stuff infact all the stuff myself then y don;t i get wat i desire for...??? its actually the wrong trigger... when things in me will die down n all the emotions will wash off after that i'll get somebody that i've been waiting for but couldn't really figure out who n in wat avatar he'd b... anyways i m being a stupid one for sure... i think i should start my fairy tales back again... :) yeah thats a good idea i can do that...

my blog has started getting funnier n more stupid from past few posts this is more like a haphazard diary!!! but this one is an electronic one...!!!