Till 2 weeks back i was perfectly OK, i knew how to laugh, i knew wat was happiness... i used to cry over some real nasty stuff, which showed my thanklessness but honestly i m now stuck in such a trap that all those things do feel like a blessing to me... i m just another victim of this male chauvinism in the society... Now really i don;t have any anything else to say... I seriously don't feel charm in working now... I just can't handle the set of questions in ppl eyes... and ppl feeling sympathetic or charged up against me, thinking that i must've been equally responsible for that shit happening with me...
But honestly i m not... i never had any intentions of hooking up wid any guy around... Yaar i've always given this impression around my company that i m the most KHAROOOS gal around, and u can't mess with me... but all the impression died down whn that idiot maniac indulged in... then as expected i started getting irritated from him and thus i did the worst mistake... i told my boss... well i thought at that moment; worst is over now things may come back to normal... but no it didn;t happen... i just got stuck in the trap; that guy definitely got fired but now as the time is passing by i m getting this feeling that whole office or ppl who r atleast linked with him will ultimately know it was me... then how would i possibly face the impression devastation in front of them... i don;t know in what shit m i... i really have no idea... Please Allah help me i m stuck!!!
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