- I got transferred to training dept (dept i wished to go for in the my future life)
- I got engaged and found my life partner very caring and considerate with a loving family (parents), and appi and elder bro like sis in law and he husband :)
- Got promoted as E-III
- Seeing my family and closed ones happy Yeah that is a big achievement
- Learnt how to be more organized and pre plan things before hand
- Resigned from the job
- Now going to get married
Initially i was of the view that i should have the decision of doing/ not doing the job after marriage with me, but time asked me to compromise in that, I wished to continue working in this dept and continue working here in a peaceful manner, but no life had some other plans for me... I accepted it as well; Fine swallowed...
now coming out of the career scene and entering into the personal life...
M i happy with this scenario of marriage and leaving my career behind OK let me guess... I always have been a positive spectator for future... I left school with a hope of having a college life better than school and no doubt i did :), then left college with the hope of having a better uni life, fortunately i made it through and then after uni life the professional life gave me more advantages to being more independent.
Now from all these steps i m climbing up in life intervals i feel its time to step up a lil more and leaving my professional life, i should now enter into a married more complicated and responsible life; gain prospecting the fact that its for betterment and hopefully things will be good.
So, initially as i see it, its make or break position in your in laws... U either start accepting responsibilities or don't get to come in a new role at all. I am confused... One person says something else and the other says completely the opposite ... I m confused
Its not that in my nature of getting confused till i get some body's back but i do have hesitant kind of nature when i m in-charge of things i do take it seriously and stress out. like my after marriage life, i m in-charge of things at my part but m I in a position to accept that charge or i'll just stay one freaking copying/ following dumb-ass forever...??? Well like i have confusions so many other ppl must've had it too but i m of different kind actually i get confused in an infinite manner, just like lost in the world and never hoping to be getting out of that confusion till the time i m not left with any other option beside the step i m to take... Seriously i know i m Pakauuu :P :) but thank you the nick is well deserved!!!
Swimming in a confused and PAKAU way :) heading towards the depth of matters and feeling but HOPEFULLY find my way :)
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