Present week is not exactly going according to my will... well 1st thing i heard was the 1st interview i gave earlier a month back... i got rejected... n the recent workshop i had to attend in uni i got dropped out in the screening phase only... well this reminds me of how ups an downs alters ur mood or temper...
My father is around with us these days... and all of the sudden hearing such bad news on a single day turned me off completely... but i had to compose myself coz i don't want my father to feel bad bcoz of wat m going through... He ofcourse is supportive and helping me out in few other ventures i m involved in beside these job hunting stuff :) so m cool with it...
and one thing i have learnt just recently by someone i acknowledge is that "Don't give up... just be urself and take the CHARGE of things around U whenever u feel tormented" and guess what i did the same... Bowed in front of Allah and transferring him all that i m going through really feels light... and ur low mood might not turn on at once but u stop feeling low further ahead...
Actually this is where i understand the purpose of prayer... Being a proud Muslim; i m obliged to pray 5 times a day; but unfortunately sinful me only gets to pray 3 times (which is a bad thing) but once u give away all ur stresses during the prayer; it really feels devolved from whatever conflicts u have :)
In short my spiritual self is back in action again as I seek pure enlightenment while i offer Namaz... :) Thank U Allah for keeping me so close to u...
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