Outspoken me is back

well today 2-2-2011 is the day i had spring festival at my university; being a passed out student i still have my uni id card wid me for all the documentation n stuff so there i was all spirited to attend the festival by all means and as i was going inside i had this feeling of loneliness wid me but first i met my college buddies and then a sigh of relief... after that i went to the tent where annual sprng festival was announced and guess wat it was crowded wid ppl...

well 1st thing i hate to be alone ever since i came to university; in my college days i was an individual for sure... won't bother or care much except for myself, flawless and courageous; but as far as i remember it was my sole independent appearance in uni; though my other frnds were there who later joined me during the whole day making my noon memorable but yeah that fear of my individuality and existence ahannn it disappeared for sure...

i presented myself to be the one whoes very high in energy and is not among those who ignores or just nodes on any crap ppl say; guess wat i criticized, commented and appreciated whoever came in my way or stopped me for one reason or the other... :) well this was me the real me; undoubtedly... during these 4 years i realized that i lived a materialized life and all these years i transformed myself to be somebody m not...

i guess i did that because originally m a very social, humble and out spoken one... where did i dump this side of mine for so long???? n now that i have found myself i m sure its gonna be all me by myself...

Its good to discover something new within yourself but few times its far better to discover something long lost...!!!